Not coping.
No direction. Depressed thoughts. Emotional walls. Self-pity and self-frustration. Longing to escape. Nothing makes it worthwhile. Can't understand myself or others. Can't see a way to make things work. Can't seem to co-exist with anyone peacefully. Feel myself hopelessly continuing patterns of behaviour I've tried to change.
I usually write on this blog when I'm unhappy, which I've noted before. So... perhaps it's not all that bad.
Hopefully next year is better.
